September 2010
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Well, I made into honor choir.
-_-
My mother won't let me do stage left.
Fuck.
Daaaaaannnccceee
:D
Physics makes me want to kill myself
I seriously need to get coffee in the mornings
I am so exhausted. -_-
I lost my god's heart bracelet.
:(
I'm at eon coffee doing my homework.
And not that I’m being nosy, but I’ve seen at least 3 people on their laptops using the wifi for Facebook. Lol it’s great XD
This I have Decided:
I will be happy.
I make the conscious choice to look at life and enjoy the light, while merely acknowledging the dark.
I will be happy. :)
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“Be like the cat, who, though terrified, runs only as far away as necessary.”
– Liminal:
I have had more anxiety, more breakdowns in the...
Is that not enough of an excuse for you? I mean seriously, even my dad would let me go.
fuck. that’s all I have to say. fuck.
I hate life right now.
I hate how I don’t get to fucking go home. 10am to 10pm at this fucking school on a Saturday. I mean seriously? Is there no such thing as personal time? Is there no such thing as having time to do homework? How am I supposed to maintain my sanity working all the time? I want some kind of consolation… Idk at least someone to ask me what’s wrong, someone to hold me and calm me...
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Self-confidence:
+10,000
Waiting.
The story of my life. -_-
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Dear [you don't know who you are],
I like you. a lot. ^_^ you’re cute and sweet and compassionate and caring and funny and weird, and I really want to say something to you about it, but I don’t know how. I’d call you a friend at this point, but I see more in you sometimes. I can’t help but to smile when I look at you, and I can’t do much about it. I kinda want to sing a song to you or something, but...
my back is so sore -_-
There is a fly buzzing around in my room. wtf. how annoying.
You have no idea how disappointed I am in myself
Why is he so cute?
… Jeez, I’m getting butterflies just thinking about him ^_^
Tonight was Hecka fun :)
Movie night at Jonathan’s house with him, Adrian, Mark, Lorenzo, Jessica, and Hudson.
good stuff yo.
:D <3
I love these people. (but I also wish some of the other choir juniors would’ve come too :/)
Sometimes People say things
And they don’t realize it, but it can be so rude and mean, the little details of their speech…
And although I know they probably don’t mean it, I can’t help but to let it get to me.
Fuck.
My.
Life.
I hate it when it looks like someone is...
But It’s really to someone behind you.
so embarrassing -_-
I'm easy to read. Like an open book.
but i swear, some people must be fucking illiterate.
“Every word that he says is a dagger in me! In my life, There’s been no one...”
– Eponine.
This is why i hate Les Mis. and Eponine. Describes exactly how i fucking feel. jesus, I wish I didn’t feel this way. I want my life to be different. I want to cry.
“I like to make grand exits.”
– Parker, as part of his car falls off. Lol
I swear.
The more we work on this musical the more I feel like Eponine. Stupid boy. King of diamonds.
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I hate this.
Every fucking time.
What My Pandora Has Played For Me Today:
The New Style- Beastie Boys
Jump Around- House of Pain
Never There- Cake
Seven Nation Army- The White Stripes
Hey You- 311
Loser- Beck
My Hero- Foo Fighters
Boys-N-The-Hood - Dynamite Hack
Baby Got Back
Love Song- 311
Man, my Pandora f/ckin loves me today
^_^ <3
“Who wouldn’t be happy to poop? It’s a joyous occasion that should be...”
– Manny
Castles made of sand fall in the sea,
eventually.
My tummy hurts. :(
Stupid Mexican food.
-_-
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jesus fuking mr christ we asked you a 4 word...
uh okay? haha
“and im pretty evolution is proven”
take a fucking English class. lol
Que quieres pedir?
I am:
sweating
no longer in a relationship
almost heartbroken
feeling bad, but it was for the better.
tired.
disappointed that i procrastinate so much
listening to youtube videos of Ludovico Einaudi’s works and choir songs we did last year
feeling terrible
wanting to read The Hunchback of Notre Dame, but scared it might make me depressed, especially with Les Mis this fall.
missing my...
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what religion are you?
I call myself a progressive Christian, but my beliefs are a combination of every religion I’ve ever heard of and know about. I take aspects of each one and make it fit into my belief system.
Basically, I think religion is a way for people to find a meaning of life, to give a purpose for living and to explain why the world is the way it is. Yes, there are holes in every single religion, but...
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I'm having feelings reminiscent of heartbreak
It’s so awful.
I hate remembering things like this.
My heart hurts so bad.
Ugh
I love jazz band.
Haha.
Nothing like some jazz or salsa type stuff to put you in a good mood in the morning.
Haha :D
I love how much my mom talks to me now.
It makes me feel like she cares about me even more (which is really hard bc she already cares and loves me so much) when she takes a few minutes to come talk about my day, and her day, and help me out with things.
Idk.
I just really love feeling like SOMEONE cares.
